Perception

Isn't it strange to think that others may percieve you as a completely different person than who you are. People may assume that your the upbeat bubbly one but you dont always feel like that, not all the time.
You get frustrated and angry, you cry more than you probably should, you doubt yourself, you over analyse everything.
Then you realise your not helping yourself. So you break the problems down into bitesize chunks, you change the stuff you can and you smile like a fruit loop and find the brightside in the stuff you cant.
You find the daft little things that make your day and you realise that your current situation is not forever. Things will get better ad in the mean time you write about it in the hope someone else will read it and realise that they are not the only one who feels that way.